So I just got back from my appointment, as you can tell from the title of this blog, it was extremely frustrating. They checked my BP and it's all good on that front, I gained a pound or so, I'm still measuring 36 weeks, so the growth is slowing down a little... but when she checked me NOTHING! I am not dialated, I am not soft and my cervix is still long. She tried for about a minute to see if she could get a finger in my cervix so she could say there was some change, but no budging, all it did was scare the hell out of Sam and push him up into my lungs. I also forgot to ask about the GBS test, and the Dr forgot to tell me, but I'm assuming I passed it or they would have said something...
I know that he's going to come when he's ready, but I can't tell you how frustrating it is for me, because I am ready. I've got everything finished, my house is clean, his nursery is done, and I'm feeling like a pile of poo about 3/4 of the time now because I can't sleep and I'm achey all over... I know it could be worse but I'm just so ready to hold him in my arms finally and I feel like he's going to come late, especially since there are no changes... ugh. I am just very frustrated right now.
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