Impatient.....

I know, I know, patience is supposed to be a virtue, I guess I'm just not feeling very virtuous right now... *sigh* There are 18 more days until we know what we're having, but most importantly to know that everything is okay with our little one... 18 days doesn't seem that long when you say it, but in reality it feels like a year away.

I had a dream about our baby a few nights ago. It was a pretty strange dream, but it left me with a good feeling. Here's how it went: We went in for the delivery and something went wrong, they had to put me under and I missed the whole birth. Once I came around from the amnesia, I remember I was mad at AJ for some reason cause he got to see it happen and I didn't. Then they brought our little boy in (that's right it was a boy in my dream. Maybe it's prophetic.:-D) I remember breast feeding for the first time and I remember that it hurt, but I also was overwhelmed with the strongest feelings of love...it was like nothing I've ever felt before.... I woke up and even though I've loved this baby from the moment s/he was conceived, that love seemed to grow by like a million times after this dream. I can only imagine how I'm going to feel when I'm holding him/her in my arms.

In other news, I have my physical therapy appointment on Wednesday, not sure what to expect at that. I'm hoping they can do something for my headaches... the last few days they have been a little bit better, I've been able to make it through the day at least without needing Tylenol to survive, so I'm really hoping that that's a sign that my body is getting used to the hormones. We'll have to see.

I also got into a little fender bender a few days ago. Scary for that to happen when your pregnant, I was so terrified for the baby, even though it was only a little bump in reality it was still scary. Basically I slid down a hill because of some ice and hit a car stopped at the red light. Luckily I hit someone I work with so it was someone who at least understands.